[narrator] Previously on Grey's Anatomy:
[Meredith] I have a feeIing.
- [Cristina] What kind of feeIing? - Like I might die.
[Meredith] HeIIo? CIearIy not my dream.
My contractions are ten minutes apart and my water just broke on your shoes.
- Can't we use first names? - I don't think so.
I can't remember our Iast kiss?
Where... is my husband?
Got into a car accident getting to the birth.
- Is my wife here? - There's not going to be a baby today!
Meredith and Cristina are doers.
They're doers.
I'm horny, I'm haIf-naked.
You want to taIk metaphors or do you want to take off your pants?
A quiet board means troubIe. A quiet board is death.
Hannah. Hannah Davies.
Why do you have your hand inside my patient?
My husband has to go and stand in front of his big gun.
[AIex] He shot himseIf with a bazooka?
- Was there an expIosion? - No.
I'm touching Iive unexpIoded ammunition?
Ten minutes ago the operating rooms at SeattIe Grace were evacuated
- except Dr. Burke's team. - And Dr. Shepherd's team.
I can't Ieave BaiIey's husband with his skuII fIap open.
Pink mist. That's what the bomb squad caIIs you when you bIow up.
DyIan Young, bomb squad.
That device is homemade which means it's unstabIe.
I am 22 years oId.
We need to cIear the room.
This is a mistake.
CaIm down.
What did I do? What did I do?
[Meredith] In hospitals, they say you know.
You know when you're going to die.
Some doctors say it's a look patients get in their eyes.
Some say there's a scent, the smell of death.
Some think there's just some kind of sixth sense.
When the great beyond is heading for you, you feel it coming.
Whatever it is, it's creepy.
Because if you know,
what do you do about it?
Forget about the fact that you're scared out of your mind.
[breathes heaviIy]
If you knew this was your last day on Earth,
how would you want to spend it?
- What's going on? - Uh, something happened in OR Three.
- What? - I don't know.
AII I know is Hannah, the paramedic, she's missing.
[George] Chief? What's happened?
A quiet board. A quiet board is what's happened.
Dr. Shepherd?
Dr. Burke.
How's it going?
He's got a second bIeed under the skuII base.
If I do what the textbooks say,
he couId Iose the power of speech, herniate and die.
- What's your other option? - If I do what I want,
he couId Iose the power of speech,
herniate and die.
WeII, good Iuck with that.
Thanks.
Is there something you want?
You know, it was reaIIy stupid of you not to evacuate.
- You, too. - Yeah, I know.
We shouId consider a new profession.
Yes, we shouId.
Now, can you operate and remove the device from the guy?
After the bomb squad is through assessing him, I'm going to try.
I don't want to be the guy that kiIIs BaiIey's husband.
I don't want to be the guy that kiIIs us aII.
- Dr. Shepherd. - Dr. Burke.
You reaIize how stupid that was?
- It was, incredibIy stupid. - I don't need to be made fun of
when I have my hand inside a body that's got a bomb in it
and a stranger is VeIcro-ing a fIak jacket to my boobs.
You've got a sense of irony.
OnIy when things are reaIIy ironic.
I had a feeIing.
[DyIan] What's that?
Nothing.
- Time for you to go. - No, I'm staying.
There's nothing more you can do here. We got it covered.
Cristina, this is not another cooI surgery.
This ammo can go off any time and kiII everyone.
Do you get that? You cannot be in here.
- Do you think this is about surgery? - I cannot do this with you here.
I cannot think.
We'II be fine.
It's OK.
You know in the movies how there's aIways the hero
and then there's the other guy?
You know the guy who sees danger and runs in the opposite direction?
Yes.
Be the other guy.
[sighs]
So, you have a pIan, right? You have a way to get me out of this?
I feeI coIors are brighter. Does anyone feeI coIors are brighter?
- My head hurts. - It's the adrenaIine.
- Do you have the smeII thing? I have... - Shut up!
- Are you OK? - Of course not.
How couId she be OK? You're insensitive.
- I am not insensitive. - WouId you shut up!
Nobody cares if the bIue is bIuer or if you have super smeIIing powers.
Meredith couId die. Any minute she couId just... die.
ActuaIIy stop Iiving.
Dead.
Corpse.
[Iaughs]
Look, I'm sorry.
God, I have reaIIy inappropriate reactions to this kind of stress.
I'm sorry. HoId on.
- OK? - Yeah.
ShouId we Iike... do something?
- I mean, caII Meredith's famiIy? - We are Meredith's famiIy.
I'm sorry. [Iaughs]
We are Meredith's famiIy.
- This area's been evacuated, Dr. Yang. - And somehow you're stiII here.
- I have to be here. You don't. - Yes I do.
- Dr. Yang. - Yes I do!
Besides, I... I'm guessing you need a IittIe company.
- How's he doing? - He's hanging in there.
- How's the paramedic Hannah doing? - Hannah?
The girI with the bomb.
Oh, uh, she's hanging in there, too.
[eIevator beII pings]
- CaIm down. - [Richard] CaIm down?
I have an evacuated OR, a bomb in a body cavity,
a missing paramedic, an intern with her hand on the expIosive,
two worId-cIass surgeons in harm's way,
a man on a tabIe who may bIeed out any moment
unIess we remove the bomb from his chest
and my favorite resident in Iabor who you are now teIIing me refuses to push.
ReaIIy? CaIm down?
- You reaIIy want me to caIm down? - OK, don't caIm down.
Dr. BaiIey is scared, sir. It's a day to be scared.
She won't Iet me examine her but her contractions are 40 seconds apart
and she is refusing to push.
The baby couId go into distress and if she doesn't come out of this,
I'II need an OR to do an emergency C-section.
I can't give you an OR, Addie. I don't have an OR to give.
Convince her. BaiIey's rationaI.
She's not BaiIey, she's a woman in Iabor
whose husband is in surgery next to a bomb.
- So is yours. - This is about BaiIey. I need an OR.
- I don't know what to teII you. - Look, Richard, we have about an hour.
And then I'm going to need you to get me an OR, buiId me an OR,
find me a heIicopter to fIy me to any OR in the city.
Otherwise, instead of having a baby, she'II be Iosing one.
- Here are the bIueprints you asked for. - Thank you.
[# The Weepies: World Spins Madly On]
I Iaugh at funeraIs.
I don't go to funeraIs.
Izzie. Iz.
I was jeaIous.
I was jeaIous of Meredith and the surgery and I...
I... I was...
jeaIous, and now...
I was jeaIous, AIex.
Is this the strangest thing to happen in your OR?
- I'd have to say that it is. - Good, because I'm very competitive.
AII the best surgeons are.
[George] Dr. Montgomery-Shepherd taIked to the chief.
She's on the phone with Mercy West now
- to see if they have any ORs. - I need someone to drive me home.
They're taIking about doing a C-section.
Let them taIk. I'm not going to Mercy West.
This baby is not coming out. I need a ride.
I can't focus enough to drive myseIf
and Tucker...
- I need a ride. - You couId Iose it.
I toId you, I'm not having this baby untiI tomorrow.
- It couId die before it's even born! - Can you give me a ride home?
- Dr. BaiIey... - Then get out!
[woman] Is there any news?
What? Oh, I'm sorry, Mrs. CarIson.
My husband. I was wondering if there was any news.
Because you Iook so worried.
And I heard this doctor saying
even though that girI has her finger on the tear in his heart...
that my husband's Iosing... bIood.
Every second he's Iosing bIood.
Which means he couId die.
He couId die?
I ask because I know you'II teII me the truth.
Because you Iook so worried.
Mrs. CarIson...
Yes, it's possibIe that he couId bIeed out and die if we don't operate soon.
OK.
Thank you for teIIing me the truth.
[breathIess sobbing]
I'II just...
I'II just go wait... over here.
WiII somebody get me an update?
And where's the head of the bomb squad?
I'm right here. And we're good to go.
My team's in pIace, Dr. Burke is ready.
The patient is stabIe.
We can have the bomb out in ten minutes if I'm not interrupted.
In the OR we put our patients under generaI anesthesia.
- Yeah. - That invoIves a steady fIow of oxygen.
WeII, can't you turn off the oxygen to my OR?
I can and I have.
But... this is your OR.
This is the OR fIoor's main oxygen Iine.
It's going to be OK.
- You don't know that. - It's just what you say.
I know.
- Where you going? - I can't just...
I got to do something to heIp.
Thank you... for saying that it's going to be OK.
Even if it is just what you say.
[whispering]
Stop it.
- I'm not a patient. - What?
You two are Iooking at me the way we Iook at patients.
Like I'm going to freak out any minute.
I'm not going to freak out so, whatever it is, just teII me.
The main oxygen Iine runs directIy under this room.
OK.
Not OK?
WeII?
I need one of you to teII me what this means exactIy.
Because I think I know what it means,
but I tend to be ''gIass haIf empty'' these days,
so I won't trust what I think it means.
Because I think it means that if the bomb were to expIode
over the oxygen Iine, the whoIe hospitaI couId bIow up.
And that's just crazy, right?
I need an answer on when they're going to start moving.
- Look, I'm busy. - I know.
I know you are, but if there was something,
anything we couId do to heIp, it wouId be very heIpfuI.
We need an assignment, sir.
- [breathIess] Look, I need... - [Izzie] Chief?
- He's fuII-on diaphoretic. - Check his puIse.
- [AIex] We need heIp. - [Izzie] Let's move!
- [Izzie] I'II get a wheeIchair. - [AIex] I think it's a heart attack.
[DyIan] Meredith, aII it means...
- is that we have to move. - Move?
That's right. We have to move.
[whispers] I don't want to spend another second here.
Wait. I can't wiggIe my fingers because we can't shift the ammo,
and now you want to roII out the entire gurney?
WeII, that's our safest, safest option.
So we move. Not a probIem. We can do this.
- You handIing this, Grey? - I'm handIing this.
- So how's it Iook? - Hard to say. EKG is normaI.
- That's good news. - I'm getting up.
Sir, you shouId wait untiI we get the bIood work back.
- I'm not Iistening. - You can taIk to me, Dr. Stevens.
[Izzie] Um...
Um...
OK.
Your husband shouId reaIIy wait
untiI we get the bIood work back for confirmation.
OK, out! Both of you!
- I'm getting up. - You have to body-check me to do so.
AdeIe, there is a bomb!
I heard.
[Richard sighs]
Dr. Montgomery-Shepherd?
What are we going to do? I mean, about Dr. BaiIey.
Can we drug her?
- Against her wiII? - No. WeII... yes.
I mean, can't we force her to push?
If... DecIare her temporariIy insane?
[short Iaugh]
You want me to decIare Miranda BaiIey, Miranda... BaiIey, incompetent?
Do you think that wiII heIp?
Do you think it wiII make her more incIined, comfortabIe giving birth?
- I don't know. - Do you think I'm not doing
everything I can to heIp her?
Do you think I'm just out here because I needed a IittIe me-time?
- I'm just asking. - Stop asking!
No matter what you ask, I don't know.
I am doing everything I can. Everything I can.
Miranda BaiIey's husband is in mortaI danger, actuaI mortaI danger.
There's not a Iot I can say to comfort her
because there's not a Iot anybody can say to comfort me.
I'm doing my best. Dr. BaiIey is doing her best.
And I need you to do your best and I need it to be better
than standing here asking me the worId's stupidest questions!
I don't know, O'MaIIey!
[sobbing]
Hey.
You OK?
Wait, are you bIeeding?
I... I think I feII.
I was... I was running and, um... and I feII.
It... It's OK.
Are you Hannah?
Yeah.
[Derek] Microscissors, Dr. Yang.
What is so interesting out there?
I, um, I'II...
[DyIan] You're doing great.
[Meredith] Let's go over it again.
The device is shaped Iike a rocket about eight inches Iong.
We'II have everything ready, Dr. Burke's team wiII be in pIace,
my team wiII be in pIace.
Then I'm going to ask you to take the hand that you have in Mr. CarIson
and wrap it around the device.
- And puII it out. - LeveI.
PuII it out whiIe keeping it IeveI.
You know, I don't Iike you very much.
I don't Iike you, either.
- What are you doing? - Stop where you are.
- What are you doing? - Dr. Burke toId you to Ieave.
We're moving to an OR further away from the oxygen Iine. In case we bIow up.
[DyIan] I remember him teIIing you to Ieave.
- Where is he? - He's prepping the OR.
Then he'II never know, wiII he?
You stay over there.
You ready?
- TeII me something. - What?
Cristina, I have my hand on a bomb, I'm freaking out.
And most importantIy, I reaIIy have to pee. TeII me anything.
He toId me he Ioved me. Last night.
He thought I was sIeeping, but I heard.
Burke Ioves you.
Yeah. Mind your own business.
- Burke Ioves you. - Yeah, everybody has probIems.
- WeII, are you going to say it back? - Of course not.
He didn't say it to me, onIy to the sIeeping me.
Reciprocity is not required.
- Besides, he might bIow up. - ExceIIent point.
AII right, everybody.
Let's just keep pIacing one foot in front of the other.
Nice and sIow.
- Meredith, we're aImost there. - OK.
We're aImost there. Nice and easy. Ready?
- Yep. - AII right, Iet's go.
Nice and sIow.
You had to say you were going to die today?
I toId you.
It's not too deep, but you are going to need a coupIe of stitches.
Hannah, is there someone you wouId Iike me to caII?
FamiIy? Or maybe... a friend?
That doctor...
Dr. Grey? Meredith.
- Is she...? - She's stiII there.
- So she's stiII aIive? - She's aIive.
She's stiII aIive.
Dr. MiIton shouIdn't have Ieft you.
- He's a coward. - I'm a coward.
- No. - I ran away.
You think you're going to be different.
You think you're going to be the kind of person who stays and does something.
You know, a good man in the storm.
I'm a paramedic.
I'm supposed to stay and do something. I'm not supposed to run away.
I'm not supposed to hide under the stairs
because I Ieft two peopIe to die.
I'm supposed to stay and do something.
I ran away.
WeII, bIood work's back.
The chief had an anxiety attack.
Who's going to teII him?
Um... I gave you sex in the Iinen cIoset. You teII him.
Fair enough.
OK, Dr. BaiIey. Let's go.
[sobs]
Dr. BaiIey, I need you to turn on your back. I need you to push.
Leave me aIone.
Miranda...
I can't Iet her go any Ionger.
I'II go teII Richard that he has to give us an OR, OK?
Dr. BaiIey, I'm surprised at you. This is not how I thought you wouId do this.
Dr. O'MaIIey, I don't think...
I truIy...
- I expected more. - George.
- You're Dr. BaiIey. - [sobs]
You don't hide from a fight.
You don't give up.
You strive for greatness.
You...
Dr. BaiIey... you are a doer.
I know your husband's not here
and I know there are a Iot of things going on here
that we have no controI over.
But this...
This...
we can do.
OK?
OK.
[BaiIey sobs]
Let's have this baby.
[exhaIes] We're ready when you are.
[DyIan] We're good. Meredith?
Yeah.
[Burke] I'm going to extend the wound.
When I cut, the bIeeding is going to intensify.
If we're going to save Mr. CarIson, you must puII the ammo out immediateIy.
But remember: Remove it whiIe keeping it as IeveI as possibIe.
Nice and easy. No quick movements.
LeveI.
Right. LeveI.
You ready?
I, uh...
- Do I have a choice? - You have to be ready.
Yeah. I guess...
ScaIpeI.
I guess I'm ready.
- [Derek] How's it going, Yang? - Everything's fine.
- How's the girI with the bomb? - How's he doing?
He's aImost there. Can you suction? Irrigate. Great.
- You didn't answer my question. - Sir?
How is the girI with the bomb?
It's Meredith. The girI with the bomb is Meredith.
[beep]
I'm good. She can go.
AII right, now, Meredith...
wrap your hand around the nose cone.
Meredith.
Grey?
We're Iosing him. Push one of epi.
- [Cristina] Thready puIse. - [nurse] Epi in.
- [Derek] Get me a wet Iap. - Here.
RoII him on three. Everybody ready?
Ready? We got to go!
Come on, Iet's go!
Meredith?
George and Izzie shouIdn't have to move out.
No. You hear me...
You shouId make sure...
make sure that they...
they get to stay in the house.
[moaning]
- [Addison] Good. - [George] Push.
- Push. - Just a IittIe bit more.
- I can see the top of the head. - I got to stop.
- And stop. - OK, that was good.
That was very good. That was...
OK, are you ready?
- Ready? - OK.
Push.
[waiIs]
[Derek] Come on, come on.
- [Cristina] Wide compIex bradycardia. - [Derek] One of epi and of atropine.
Come on, come on. You can't do this, Tucker!
You cannot quit on me. Come on.
- In. - Grey?
His pressure's dropping.
Grey?
Look, I can't. No. I can't. This is crazy.
Burke, you're gonna go. You go.
- Both of you. - Nobody's dying today, Grey.
I want you to Iook at me.
Look at me.
I know this is bad.
I know that I'm this ass who's been yeIIing at you aII day.
So you pretend that I'm not.
You pretend that I'm someone you Iike. Whatever you need.
But you need to Iisten to me.
- I'm scared. - [Derek] I know.
You can do this.
It'II be over in a second.
You can do this, Meredith.
OK.
GentIy.
[# Anna NaIick: Breathe ( 2AM)]
[Addison] Good. A IittIe bit more.
Good. Stop.
Stop?
Oh, Dr. BaiIey, I can see the top of his head.
He's got a Iot of hair.
- Oh, he's cute. - O'MaIIey.
Stop Iooking at my vah-jay-jay!
Yes, ma'am.
[continuous beep]
Out of the way!
[groans]
[intermittent beeping]
You did good.
[Richard] What the heII is happening? Who's coming up?
OK.
Come on, sweetheart.
AII right, peopIe! They're coming up!
Mrs. CarIson...
[eIevator beII pings]
- Derek. - Preston.
Dr. Burke.
Is my husband, um...
- ...aIive? - Yes.
Is he going to stay aIive?
Thanks to that young Iady over there, he is.
[sobs]
Thank you.
- Where is she? - You had to be a cowboy.
Where is she?
She's right here.
Derek!
You're OK.
That is not the ''she'' he was asking for.
[# Kate Havnevik: Unlike Me (acapella mix)]
Burke?
You awake? Burke.
[snores]
I Iove you, too.
This is our son.
WiIIiam George BaiIey Jones.
HeIIo, my IittIe man.
HeIIo.
He's beautifuI.
[thunder rumbIes]
[knock at door]
There's someone at the door for you.
[sighs]
Hey.
You aImost died today.
Yeah. I aImost died today.
I can't...
I can't remember our Iast kiss.
AII I couId think about was, ''I can't remember our Iast kiss,''
which is pathetic, but...
the Iast time we were together and happy, I...
want to be abIe to remember that.
And I can't, Derek.
I can't remember it.
I'm gIad you didn't die today.
It was a Thursday morning.
You were wearing that ratty IittIe Dartmouth t-shirt you Iook so good in.
The one with the hoIe in the back of the neck.
You'd just washed your hair and you smeIIed Iike some kind of...
fIower.
I was running Iate for surgery.
You said you were going to see me Iater.
Then you Ieaned to me.
You put your hand on my chest...
and you kissed me.
Soft.
It was quick. Kind of Iike a habit.
You know, Iike we'd do it every day for the rest of our Iives.
You went back to reading the newspaper and I went to work.
That was the Iast time we kissed.
Lavender.
My hair smeIIed Iike Iavender.
From my conditioner.
Lavender.
Huh.
[Meredith] If you knew this was your last day on Earth...
how would you want to spend it?